Putting Things in Order

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I really need to rethink about my gallery and my art. Actually, I need to rethink about a lot of things in my life! But essentially... my art!
I'm not exactly happy about how things are. My gallery looks so random, because my style is a disorganized mixture of styles! So I have a disorganized list of watchers, too! People that are watching me for different reasons, expecting different things, which sometimes I can't satisfy, because... I'm drawing at random mode.
Basically my gallery is looking like a brazilian manifestation. For example, when they prepared themselves to manifestate about the increases in taxes, but ended up manifestating about the bad education, bad health care, corruption, the 7x1 score (Germany x Brazil in Brazil's World Cup - We still have nightmares about it!), the new Fantastic Four movie with incredible visual effects, and much more... - (If there are brazilians reading this, I'm just joking. Hah I'm not against the manifestations, I'm fully in favor of them, but confess, guys. You know this happened - Not about the score and the Fantastic Four thing, of course! -).
So, no, man... I want to organize my gallery. I want to make one kind of art for all my watchers. Of course there are some things that will not change, for example, I'll keep my "creepy" style, and I'll keep making fanarts. But I want to stabilize one style, at least.
So, here's the challenge from hell I'm going to do: 30 Day Art Improvement (Hell) Challenge (If you're interested in doing it too, you can see it in this link. It's kind of cool, although a little bit masochist).
I also want to do it because I'm not sure if I'm a 100% horror artist now. You know... I've been drawing horror stuff for so long... I believe I'm going to change it a little bit. Like I said, I'll keep the "creepy" style, but I don't think I want to make it psychological anymore. Probably you guys didn't know this, but all my dark drawings had some symbolisms and psychological subjects in it (sometimes they were based on some mental diseases, other times based on some fears, and etc...). But I'm going to share this with you, working with these things is kind of... exhausting. Because sometimes for you to be able to make a good horror drawing, or not exactly "horror", but a deep sentimental drawing, sometimes you need to be "in the mood" too. So, yes, a lot of this drawings I made in terrible moods, saw terrible things... Forced myself to be in terrible situations. It's just... mentally tiring.
Then I pretend to make dark drawings without a reason, now. It's going to be only a style. There'll be no hidden messages behind it, there will be no deep emotions, no diseases involved. Only dark because it's cool. Yeap. 
I'm sorry if you didn't want this, because there's a huge possibility that the results will be different, but it's something that I can't anymore. Actually I can, but I don't think I want anymore. Not for my health. That's why I joke a lot, now. Do you understand?

WELP, hope you guys can understand it.
Starting this challenge today, but I don't know if I'll be able to make all the drawings in a sequence of 30 days. Kind of impossible, but I'll try my best to keep on track.
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Ruedefaux's avatar
i say draw whatever you feel like. and explore and experiment too XD